"Things fall apart..."



Today has not been my day.


I must betray what I set out to do here and be totally honest. I don't have that liberty right now. I'm just very upset. Not even just sad... I'm fire-y pissed too. Disappointed. Frustrated. I feel like, somehow, I've failed. Myself. Others. I failed to be what I wanted to be...what other people needed me to be... I don't know. My heart is breaking though... Hopefully everything works out. I almost hope I am really wrong about everything. Making it all up in my head.


I just feel so heavy.




"the center cannot hold..."